Thursday, August 21, 2003 Eric

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Thursday, August 21, 2003

Hey there Minakaye
just thought i would drop a line and say hey so HEY!!!!!!!
well gottaa run i keep forgetting to tell ya catch me online or feel freee to call when ever (weekend nights excluded)
Eric

Hey Eric,
Your hello means alot. Espesally plus the fact i’m reading it at 4:16 in the morning. I’m supposed to have my first day of school tomarrow and I can’t sleep. Why? because it is to believe that I’m going Blind. Litarlly… I just came from the Hospital… We stopped on the highway there and I couldn’t even read the sign that said AGENCY. The Doctor was a Total Ass! and I might not even get to go to my first day of school tomarrow. I was sitting in my recliner.. I dropped my lighter.. and couldn’t find it. I couldn’t see. I started bawling!!! It was right there in front of my face. My father saw how bad I was freaking out and took me to the doctors where I stayed until 300 am… now its 426am.. and agian I lost my lighter.. Im not gonna wake up my dad to help me look for it.. I feel bad enough.. so im gonna go without. so i’m supposed to call some doctor tomarrow.. at 800 am.. or in about 4 hrs.. and make an appointment.. my dad says it looks like i’m looking off in space. I was having a little trouble at larp
thats part of the reason i lay down all the time any more. Steve accused me of flirting with him when i leaned on him while suffering from a dizzy spell… ITs was funny tho.. he was just feeding me shit , but… I was trying to avoid the fact from people that I can’t see their face anymore. Bryon said he didn’t notice that I was.. He took my word for being tired i just didn’t want people to tell that i could make out their face anymore. I started feeling the affects about 6-7 weeks ago.. before i even met Trevor.. I ignored it thinking it was nothing… it has gotten progressively worse.. Tonight it really scared me when i couldn’t find my lighter. I literally thought i was blind.. I keep coming up with excuses to call it something else.. i’m still sure my dad is scared for me tho. i hate to think he thinks the worst just doesn’t want to admit… … … I haven’t cried in a while and i couldn’t stop. Bryon also thinks it could be related to my blood sugar level or could be cataracts, or a stigmatism, which are supposedly curable.

What are you doing Friday night? My father is Playing at the drake from like 800pm to 12. I’m tring to invite people. I dont want to be there by myself. so if your not working would be nice if you stopped by. Well… i”m gonna dwell in my world of dizzy ness and swerlled colors.. I’ll fill you in more later.
“The Greatest Thing You’ll Ever Learn Is Just To Love And To Be Loved In Return”
~*MinaKaye*~

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Thursday, August 21, 2003

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Thursday, August 21, 2003

Hey, keep me updated on what you find out. I’ll be thinking about ya. I know it’s easy for me to say, but try not to worry too much, at least until you know what you’re dealing with. I’ll be pulling for ya.
Bryon

Hey,
I went to the doctors the next day. They doctor was a total prick and didn’t even ask for my symtoms. I said I have blurry vision and that was all he let me say. From then on he was determined to give me glasses. I looked through lenses. It didn’t change my vision any. I’m really upset. All I wanted was someone to say it was nothing and it will go away. The doctor didn’t give me no satifation except he complained when i stated I didn’t want glasses. He practitally bitched at me wondering why I had come in the first place. I just wanted a Dininosys, I never said I wanted glasses he apparently assumed thats what I had came for. Good thing is he didn’t find anything in my eyes, but it just worry’s me more not knowing for sure whats causing it.g2g trevor, brandy and titus are here for newbie game so i’ll chat wid ya later..Bye
~*MinaKaye*~