Caffeine Pills

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I went to work yesterday, and that didn’t turn out as I had planned. They bailed on me, so I didn’t even really get to work any. I’m not thrilled. I walked a lot after that. Recently I have been so spaced out in my life. Walking in my endless mindthought that is extremely empty. But I did get to spend Time with Nik And his friend Greg yesterday. My dad was playing at the Drake again, I never miss gig that he plays at the Drake. Greg is a lot cooler than I would have thought. I even got him to Dance. And he didn’t step on my feet once! So he’s got my props. I figured if Nik wanted to dance, he would have made an effort, so I didn’t nag about it. Plus I wasn’t feeling all that up to par. I had taken four Yellow Jackets. What a mistake. But that hit me later in the night. I hope I didn’t upset Nik, because the Gibbs Brothers where playing at the South Stage at the Port Of Burlington. I was so thrilled. Brent even made the effort to talk to me. Brandon didn’t make much but he did say hey and a couple words, but I was a little braindead to comprehend. I was talking to Brent about Autographs, and said something about him signing my boobs as a joke and I did get a laugh out of him. I didn’t want him to sign my boobs though so…
Allison and Greg seemed to have hit it off really well. I felt bad for her tho cause she wasn’t feeling all that good. Strep throat or something.
Nik’s mom took us all home. I had her drop me off at Allisons house, For fear of her seeing mine.  For crying out loud. I live in the fucking Ghetto. Like I really want her to even reach a glimpse of where I live. My damn Shit-Hole, that I love so much.
I walked home, and time mean’t nothing. I was tripping so bad, From Damn CAFFINE PILLS. My mind was running faster then it ever has. A thought stayed in my mind for only a moment at a time, then it fluttered away only to be occupied by something else for only sec. I couldn’t sleep, and it angered me. Almost into a panic. Rolling between my bed sheets, staring at the ceiling, without the energy to be perductive, but enough to let my mind wonder until sunrise…