Saturday July 31, 2004

Saturday July 31, 2004
aries horoscope

Your finances again may be getting in the way of your big project. If you are cooking tonight, be careful not to add too much of one ingredient only to find you have too little of the other. Follow this advice for flirting as well.

Woke up this morning mashed inbetween Ashley And Jacob. I was so trashed by the time I finally got to sleep. But overall it was a really good night. I really enjoyed getting to hang out with Ashley for the first time in a while. It made my weekend all that much greater, although, I still feel like the entire weekend was an inconviencence to her, so for that, I’m sorry.  Everyone finally left. I was pretty worn out considering the fact that none of us really got any sleep. I sat around, Just chilling because I couldn’t fall back asleep, there wasn’t any time. I actually got up off my ass and went over to Amy’s (Nik’s, Dad’s, Girlfriend) to see if Nik was there because he told me to visit, but his dad answered the door and said that he wasn’t there. I wasn’t thrilled for the simple fact that it was hot, and I really hate walking up that damn hill back up to my house, but oh well. Clayton and Jacob didn’t come back over when they said they were going to so I just sat around until Ashley came over and gave me a ride out to the Barn. The bands that were playing were completely different from the night before. Plus my head was hurting. So I chilled outside and hung out with some younger girls who seem to think i’m really cool. Everytime I seem to go out there I get me some new groupies, but none of them were really all that cool except the chick in wheeler. I don’t know what to call it. She was really cool. Shes handicapped, which I’ve been through so we can really relate. I’m so glad i’m not having to go through that anymore. I was just getting really pissed at the people that were her so called friends for the simple fact that all they wanted was to ride on her scooter thing. I told her she needs to get more guts and tell them to fuck off. Then again, when I was disabled I didn’t have any guts either. But I will get my revenge on the fuckers at BHS that pushed me down in the Hallways and spit on me, and called me names like Blind Witch and shit. Fuckin preps. Anyway.
Nik took forever to show up. I didn’t think that he was going to but he did. So that made me happy. I admit I was in my own little world the whole night. Everyone that came to hang out seemed bored out of their mind so for that I’m sorry. It just makes me realize how much I actually don’t have things in common with people.

Ashley never says much, and I think i’m being an inconvienence to her.
Clayton, I don’t know why he even bothers to hang with me. I’m so boring.
Rob, He seems to have better people then me to talk to. I felt so blown off at the shows, He was getting so much praise, I felt left behind or something.
Nik, I honestly don’t know why he went out there, besides the fact that I wanted him there. He seemed the whole entire time that he didn’t want to be there and he looked so bored which I don’t doubt he was.

Everyone else has just got there own click in this town. And yet, were to I fit into all this?

The Barn is really my scene. I love it. It makes me feel like I am in the country agian. Plus you can’t beat the potato skins. It is like the only place I have fit in since I’ve been here. Almost like, its my terriory. And besides Steamboat days, Its the only place were I feel really happy. I have no clue why…

I also ran into Kelly while I was there. He seemed to have a lot to say. But he so was hitting on me closer to the end. He said he wished I was older which really creeped me out for the simple fact that I should still hate him for having dated Sarah K, But then he feels the same anger towards her now as I do. He also admited to Having been there while Sarah broke into my house while I wasn’t home and stole shit. OH AND I also found out what happened to my favorite bra. I left it in his car months ago. And sarah made him throw it away, saying it was an attempt to make her think he was cheating…. Umm.. No… For one, WTF? For two. I sure as hell wouldn’t do that with my GOD DAMN favorite Bra! It was the one I wore to Vampfest under the really slutty outfit I wore. God I loved that Bra… It was my first Sexy bra I ever bought growing up… So yeah, it was my favorite. so Fuck…
X Hell was really good. I like them Live A lot better then I do on the CD but they sound really good either way. Skip was avoiding me too. Perhaps for the simple reason that he saw me with Nik ,but GOD don’t avoid me. And some drunk ass mother fucker was trying to mosh and stepped on my foot. I wanted to break his ass so bad. But then realized, Hes drunk, if you hit a drunk man, they won’t realize anything, and might hit me back, So i stood my ground.
Waited on our ride. That was the most silent ride i’ve ever been in. Plus they had brought the dogs, which kept walking on me and stepping on places where it hurt. Thanked them for the ride. Went inside. Opened up the Pink Champaine. Good shit. Got fuckered up agian. Got my dad stoned. What a privaledge. And me and Jacob crashed Right Away. We were so tired… Still…. The bonehead Hogged the bed….

Bobby Pearson
Thursday, July 31, 2003 6:55 AM
Re: Application For A Piece Of Ass

Application For a Piece of Ass

Name: bobby pearson

City: lexington____________
State: sc_________________
Age: 21______ Phone: 803-609-8245_
SSN: unknown______

Hair Color: brown____
Real Hair Color: brown_____
Eye Color: brown_
Skin Color: white____
Any Body Deformities: none_____

Dentures: none_____
Weight: 135lbs___
Height: 6’2″____
Waist Size: unknown___
Breast or Bra Size: unknown___

Marital Status:
Married: n/a______
Single: no_________
Divorced: n/a_____ Other__________

Are Your Breasts Real? _yes________
Do You Like Them:
Sucked_________ Chewed__________ Kissed____________
Caressed__________ Squeezed________ Licked_________
All of the Above___X_______

Can You Stay Out Late? _yes_________ How Late?__whenever__
All Night? _________ Several Days? ___________

Do You Like To Have Sex And Be Screwed All Night? __yes oh yes

w Often? _____?____

Do You Like Oral Sex? ___yes_______

Pussy Size:
small ___X___ Medium ___X____ Large___X____ Extra Large ___X____

While Screwing Do You:
Faint______ Fart______ Cry______ Moan______
Hum______ Whistle______ Scream__X____ Sing___X__
Scratch____X______ Just Lay There___X_____
All of the Above_____________________

List the Top 3 Positions You Like the Best:
3)____on bottom

en You Cum Do You:
Wiggle______ Wobble__________
Twist_______ Jerk_________ Scream________
Cry________ Just Start Humping Like Hell___X_______

What Kind of Screw Do You Like?
Fast_________ Super Fast__________ Slow__________
All Night____________ All Speeds_____X_____

How Many Times? ____3 to 4_______
How Long Do You Like To Screw At
One Interval? ________4 or more hours_

If You Have Screwed Before, Give Two(2) References
(Not Immediate Family)

Name:______________ Address:______________

Name:______________ Address:______________

Would your service be Free of Charge?__yes

If Application Is Favorable, And If Not Free,
What Are Your Charges For:

One Night__20.00__ One Hour___5.00_____
Muff Burger Special or Blow Job?__2.00_____

What Credit Cards Will You Accept?

Master Card_____ VISA______ Am. Express_______
Sears________ JC Penney’s___________
All of the Above________ Others_________

Comments ___please call me to let me know how you are doing.

er Learn Is Just To Love And To Be Loved In

Posted 7/31/2004 at 11:15 AM

fuck! u dotn know how lucky you are to have a fun ;life! my life fucking sucks!! i cant go anywhere or do a fuckin gthing! its wacked up! god damn ur lucky as hell!! take advatage of it!! the only time ive felt free is this summer when a bunch of my friends and i took a school trip to greece. the adults didnt watch us at all so every nit we’d smoke liek a few packs of ciggs and get drunk. now that was fun!!


Posted 8/2/2004 at 6:29 PM by brucelover515

Oh God I met your friend Jake the other day, and man is he sexy. I want to some of that. He’s super hot and funny. He makes me luagh, and he let me get in his pants I man it was unbeliveable.

No I wish. Well all I wanted to say was



Posted 8/3/2004 at 1:27 AM by Slim89

Hey mina it’s me Tyler and I like got an xanga thing now so like come check it out or something.

Posted 8/3/2004 at 5:51 PM by Goter
My feet hurt…
Posted 8/4/2004 at 3:40 PM by whatthehellsgoingon

I’ll tell you what if I ever see you friend Jake agian I think I just might have an orgazm right on the spot. He is soooooo super sexy! God I luv his bod and really tiny ass. Oi it turns me on thinking about it brb I have to go masturbate. Next time you see that sexy thing pinch his ass for me.


Posted 8/5/2004 at 3:20 AM by DemonMonkey

hey the only reason i wasnt hangin around you so much is every time i was over by you, you and nik’s mouths were occupying the same space.  i felt it would be rude to watch.  if you wanna tlak to me at a show or whatever, come up and talk to me.  yell at me across the room, whatever.  i’m not a rock star and i wont blow you off.


Posted 8/5/2004 at 3:26 AM by Ithinkyoucanseeherkidneys
hell yea
Posted 8/6/2004 at 5:21 PM by MySweetestSorrow

Friday July 30, 2004

Friday July 30, 2004
aries horoscope

Your Friday Horoscope, MinaKaye!
Your life-partner is looking good today. You might not know this person yet, but if you are already with him or her, make sure that he or she understands your loyalty. If you are single, be selective; do not flirt with just anyone.

(I dreamed about Peter Pan again)
Only it was a lot more demented. I was flying in the air in his arms and he dropped me, where I then plunged into a terrifing dangerous dead wood where all the trees and surroundings came alive and tried to engulf me with terror. I ran tripping, falling, and getting bound, beaten, and scarred along the way. Frightened for my life running from the Jabberwocky. Until I saw a rainbow. Running for the clearing, until I reached it. Utopia. This time I was in Cinderella’s world with the castle high above in the clouds. Only I wasn’t Cinderella. Nik was. And I was Prince Charming and his dad the King. While Nik lived as a servant and his mom was the Evil step mother. His Brother and the evil poople rat dog thing were the evil step sisters. Amy was the fairy God mother where she wisped Nik away to be with me in the Palace. Then it all turned dark and his mother was the Queen of hearts. And she tried to kill me stabbing me with her staff and almost died. But Nik then came to the resque. My night in shining armor holding a sword almost the size of me. And then the Queen of Hearts turned into a firebreathing dragon, where he then stabbed her in the heart and she vanished. Never to be seen again. And the whole kingdom sang of praises until they all realize that I was sleeping beauty. Where only my true love could wake me. Typical ain’t it? and of course he woke me up and we lived happily ever after…
Yes, I know. I shouldn’t believe in fairy tales. But its so hard not to. Who doesn’t wish that dreams come true?

(The Barn Swallow)
I met up with Ashley at Division street and we walked the way back up to her house. Where we chilled and I got fed. *I was so hungry*. Anyway, her mom shows up and we leave, then the mom’s boyfriend calls and continuously asks who I am and wants to talk to me, only to ask if I was wearing my seatbelt (which I was) but the only thing was why was it such a big issue when he was like hours away from Burlington. So It was funny. We Got to the show and saw Jacob and Clayton and Alex. (The really really annoying dude.)  I really don’t like him, but we made  Plans to meet up after the concert. Saw Joe SHojfoejfoeijfo. I can’t say or spell his last name so I gave up on it.  Nik showed up. He drank coffee EWW. Oh well, I used to drink it,  just lost the taste for it.  Saw Charlie. Such a De ja vu bullshit. I felt completely avoided by him considering he used to give me all the attention in the world. Oh well, things changed and I realized that there were more important people there he wanted to talk to. But everyone there was being bitches. Nik’s dad took me home. Met up with Jacob,Clay, and the dork who was stupid enough to park in the grass in my yard. I swear if another car gets stuck in my yard, I’m not pulling it up. I sending it straight down the hill. So then Ashley showed (SHES MINE BITCHES). Jacob and Alex found some peices and put together a beer bong. Funny shit for real. I’ll never figure out how to do that thing, and I’m never doing it again. It was funny tho watching me try I bet. It was a good Laugh. Dad brought me upstairs because he wanted to talk to me and then I was like “Oh shit, I’m in trouble” but no, instead he opened up a bottle of Champaine, and told me to get the really cool glass that he bought me from spencers. I didn’t know I liked that stuff, but I was drinking it, and with that and beer, And Jacob doing beer bongs (alex was too) we were so smashed. Then me Clayton and Ashley dressed the extremely drunk boys in my clothes. I took a picture I just got to get them developed. Anyway. It was one of the better parties I’ve had. And It Didn’t included vomiting or the other bad things so it was all good. And Fun… We stayed up until the late hours of the morning still boozing, having a few laughs. But I do know one thing. I’m not putting three people in my bed agian….


Posted 7/30/2004 at 8:35 AM


damn.  sounds like i missed out on a doozie.  i just went to pekrins with a bunch of peeps and swam in jed’s pool.

ah well.

Posted 8/1/2004 at 4:51 PM by Ithinkyoucanseeherkidneys
LOl glad u had fun at ur party..sounds like a blast…

ill ttyl

–Marcie (lol sory i just kinda coem around and u don even know me lol)

Posted 8/1/2004 at 5:45 PM by brucelover515
Posted 8/1/2004 at 8:32 PM by MySweetestSorrow
holy shit im confused, wasnt nicks xanga whatthehellisgoingon? i went to it and its some guy named dean
Posted 8/1/2004 at 10:45 PM by MySweetestSorrow


Thursday July 29, 2004

Thursday July 29, 2004
aries horoscope

Your Thursday Horoscope, MinaKaye!
Your long-term goals and aspirations are again in conflict with a partnership issue. You might want to rethink any commitments you are making to people who steer you away from your dreams.

Then I think what are my dreams? Last night I dreamed I was Wendy being saved by Peter Pan again.  I’ve dreamed that one for years. I’ve noticed that everytime I have that Dream the same thing happens, which I think is it’s unconscience meaning. I always move away. But the thing is I can’t move away this time. I can’t be the one to run away again. But the longing I guess will never go away. The wanting to fly to land of Perfect and be happy. So something is upsetting me again. Something that I don’t realize yet., but it is telling me to leave. I refuse to this time. I have too much here. When I left South Carolina all that so long time ago, it wasn’t a problem to move forward because I was leaving all my problems in the past. This is the only dream I ever had that actually ever ment a damn thing. But I don’t think this time its telling me to move. I think it is meaning for someone else in my life to take a whim and leave it all behind. So everyone thats reading this. I guess if this applies to you. If you get a chance to leave it behind. Go for it. Perhaps I am not making any since, which is actually funny seeing the fact that this is the only think that has ever made since in my life.
I’ve really been starting to question myself lately. Why do I always run? Is nothing in life ever going to be good enough? Am I going to spend the rest of my life moving from place to place starting all over agian? Well, If that ends up being the case…. So be it. But right now I refuse to run, and I think its someone else’s turn for once…

Hey Rob,
You Ain’t Got Shit On This One:

Thats Good Shit There. Thats Pure All In Your Face Scanner Shot.


I’m Tired of being here. Alone. By myself, But nothing but Kerk to comfort me. That is some really sad shit…. Kirk Comforting… *Sarcastic Laugh*. I want Nik to be here with me, all the God damn time, but that doesn’t look like it is even going to be an option. I’m so lonely. I’m starting to look at Kirk as the imaginary friend that gives me rides and money. (NO LIE) for the simple fact that if I reflect on my daily life, its as if no one else really notices him. And if they do, its like , OH shes crazy , say hi to her imaginary friend so she’ll go away, when really its just the simple fact that not many people like him. But you know, thats fucked up shit, to honestly say I have one friend around, and he could pull off as my imaginary friend…. This is honestly the way people go crazy. I’m tired of spending the whole day laying on my bed starting at the ceiling commenting to myself (wow, I got ceiling Tiles) as if it were the greatest thing in the world when actually the greatest thing in the world would to have all my friends surrounding me, all the fucking time… I miss that. I felt like the center of the whole. Then again I was getting to play the single life, prancing around, hitting on anyone I wanted to. …. Sometimes I miss it…. Then reality hits…. and I realize thats not the way it is anymore. You have a boyfriend who loves you, But can never be there. You have friends that care, But never come over. And you have two legs,  But I am a fucking HERMIT. I don’t leave my house. So then I become sad and realize, perhaps the people just got bored with me? Just got tired of always making the effort to come over. Or just got tired of my shit-hole of a house which I swear has a life of its own cause I’ve caught myself talking and running from it too.  Where has my sanity gone?

Posted 7/29/2004 at 10:50 AM


i think your sanity has gone on a brief break, perhaps?

as to your comment, yes.  i know.

Posted 7/29/2004 at 1:44 PM by Ithinkyoucanseeherkidneys

I’m sorry that I can’t be there for you.  I do make every effort that I can to be there with you, but sometimes that just isn’t enough.  It’s really fucking hard to live this Romeo/Juilet thing out.  Well, I guess you would know that, being the Juilet and all.  But, think of all the good things that we have done, and still have to do.  You can’t always reflect on the bad.  I know it’s hard, but think, it’s only going to be so long before we can be together, forever.  Maybe that’s what your dream means… Maybe I am the Peter Pan?  I can only hope.

Well, my nephews are bugging me to play with them.  I guess I should go play with them.

Posted 7/29/2004 at 3:23 PM by whatthehellsgoingon
What grade are you in?
Posted 7/29/2004 at 3:27 PM by Jonataun_Is_Person
atleast you have a decent scanner shot? i’ll get my license in 2 months!!! better see your ass at the show tomorrow!<33
Posted 7/29/2004 at 4:48 PM by breakxthexmold
going into 10th.
Posted 7/29/2004 at 6:16 PM by Jonataun_Is_Person
hey! your a bruce fan? i looove bruce. lol love the scanner shot..broke my scanner by pushing my face against it though…

mk well ur sites so fuckin awesome…ill see ya around


Posted 7/29/2004 at 7:26 PM by brucelover515
DO YOU WANT A RIDE???!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
Posted 7/29/2004 at 11:30 PM by MySweetestSorrow

the cripple loves you

hanicapps unite!

Posted 8/1/2004 at 12:45 AM by Broken_girl22
i dont discriminate, i hate everyone lmfao, good times
Posted 8/1/2004 at 1:1 AM by RxAoCxHoExL


Wednesday July 28, 2004

Wednesday July 28, 2004
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
aries horoscopeYour Wednesday Horoscope, MinaKaye!
Look to get out in public; let everyone know just who you are. There are opportunities under the sun over the next few months that work long-term in your favor. Forge ahead. 

Yesterday Sucked, But was cool. The first half was cool, the second half sucked. I got up. Kerk Came over. I got cleaned up. Got to see my Lover~ *cheers For Me* That made me happy for the rest of the day pretty much, But GOD Damn. My cramps Have been really really Bad. SO I was completely Worthless to Kerk Last night. Does Anyone know what to do for cramps? I’m a girl and I dont even know. Anyway…. I’m Bored. I need to find Transportation to and home from the concerts this weekend. Friday and Saturday Nights… Other wise i’m screwed.

I have the tingling sensation in my foot that wont go away.

Posted 7/28/2004 at 2:0 PM
I can give you a ride on Friday but I’m not going to the show on Saturday.
Posted 7/28/2004 at 4:14 PM by MySweetestSorrow

oooh, goth chic pic with ball bearings.  i had a plug for my bathtub once tha thad a chain like that.

as for the cramps, i know three things to help.

1) midol or alleve or anything with naproxen sodium.

2) most important:  DRINK LOTS AND LOTS OF WATER.  cramps are dehydration of muscles and the bleeding youre probably experiencing as well is contributing.

3) equally important:  eat right and take lots of vitamins.  don;t become anemic.

4) fuck like a bunny.  i;ve been told that helps temporarily relieve cramps.

aight, later.

Posted 7/29/2004 at 3:15 AM by Ithinkyoucanseeherkidneys

Rob…. You are a God.

Posted 7/29/2004 at 10:20 AM by MinaKaye

Tuesday July 27, 2004

Tuesday July 27, 2004
The Barn Swallow
July 29th
5 pm  $5 Dollars

Register 21
Burning Love Letters
A Skyline Awaits
As She Sleeps
The Prophecy

The Barn Swallow <I’m So going
July 30th
$6 admission Doors open at 5pm
THE DWELLERS(grungy punk music that gets me off)
FIVE STAR WEASEL(short people  punk)
TL TL(screamo punk with a touch of black guy)
BOY MEETS WORLD (Fucking Rob Moberg Bitches!)

JULY 31st  5pm

PROFANE HUMOR (my babys)
THE DWELLERS(my babys daddy…pay your child support bastards)


Posted 7/27/2004 at 5:2 PM

i’m goin to the show friday, biatch! better see you there!<33
Posted 7/27/2004 at 9:19 PM by breakxthexmold
hey can you change that 31st one so it has boymeetsworld on it too?  thanks.
Posted 7/28/2004 at 1:10 AM by Ithinkyoucanseeherkidneys


I was mentioned in your journal.

Posted 7/28/2004 at 6:18 AM by Willy_Fisterbottom


Tuesday July 27, 2004



Tuesday July 27, 2004
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
aries horoscope

Your Tuesday Horoscope, MinaKaye!
Career shakeup favors you. Silence could be golden, but speaking up in a quick and understandable manner is likely to garner a promotion. Focus on being succinct, and most importantly, correct when you open your mouth.


-SomeOne SHould stab you in the eye with a really Hot French Fry!
-Do you Know what the loose skin around a pussy is Called? …
….      “A woman”

-Sweet is love when all is sane, Sweet is death to rid the pain, Cruel is death when all is well, Cruel is love when all is HELL!
I once had a girlfriend,
But then one day she dumped me and everywhere
I’d go people would ask me where she was.
But I don’t want to talk about her.
But someone always asks about her.
So I tell them all my girlfriend’s dead.

-Who cares about your stupid scenes, your shitty zines, the straw-men you build up to burn.

Your Gonna Regret It too, Because I spent a semester in france and I do things that American Girls Think is gross.
Posted 7/27/2004 at 11:39 AM



Monday July 26, 2004

Monday July 26, 2004
Monday, July 26, 2004
aries horoscope 

Your Monday Horoscope, MinaKaye!
A companion or possible soulmate has the answer you seek. This is a chance to define healthy relationship boundaries and still get the help you need on the path to self-reliance. The big picture of your self-worth is getting clear.

I haven’t been typing for the simple fact that I feel I deserve many more comments then that. Perhaps I’m not being blessed for the simple fact that I have been stingy myself, but now a days I read peoples journals and have no idea what to say. Except that I’m the 100th subscriber to a really kickass guys journal. Willy_Fisterbottom. Which then it says “Will he fist her bottom? Most Definitely.” Priceless shit really. And the other dude who is very irristitable (Eternal_Sodomy). Of course, why wouldn’t I like the name? SODOMY with a giant Fish Hook BITCHES. Anyway the dude is completely funny and has great taste in music it seems (Compared to alot of people I know). And I’ve come to the conclusion that I have to come up with the hottest, but yet, most sadisic Idea for a serial killer. Who’s going to be named the alter ego of me. I realized it in my dreams last night. I am one Sadistic Bitch. I come up with really cool… or gross ways to kill people. OR perhaps i’m just on the verge. I should start a hit list.

#1: Opera Winfrey   Reason: That Black Bitch has more money then me.
#2: Ass Rape Leo:   Reason: To get him back for doing it to me.
#3: Paula (StepMom):  Reason: She fucked over my dad in child Support
#4: … Umm… I can’t think of anyone right off the top of my head now that deserves to get my revenge. Its all for shits and giggles anyway. The day I do that to Leo, I’m placing myself into a mental institution… That shit is just Fucked up. My only problem is, why the fuck do I have these grusome thoughts running though my head anyway?
Then I woke up, and saw a picture of Nik. And started thinking of Flowers and puppy dogs and sex. So then I wasn’t on my sadistic benge anymore. OMG. To those of you that know what I’m talking about! Of course I’m off my depo, But Guess what!……….    …………….. I GOT WET! By Myself! I’m completely thrilled. No more need for KY Jelly. Oh, And i’m been having Horny spells so I dont know if that means anything. perhaps my addition is back? Or not. I hope it is though. Cause this God Damn Abstinance thing, doesn’t work for me, What so ever. All hail to the mighty Sex cravings.


I guess I’m the only one that thinks i look any different then I do now. Perhaps because I can see  how much I have actually grown up since then. That was my first good Valentines Day back in 8th grade when I lived in Iowa before. Give Billi Nowrozzi his props. He was the first person to ever buy me Flowers. *Smiles*



yeah but that picture is mad hot!

oh, and #2 is pretty fucked up, but for the reason that jerkweed stunts like that are what give the backddoor a bad name for anyone who knows how to use it the right way.  assholes.  pun intended.

hope you go to my shows this weekend.  but i cant give you a ride cuz i have to get there right afte rwork if iw ant to play both days.  but if you show up i;ll give you a free tour shirt.

Posted 7/26/2004 at 1:21 PM by Ithinkyoucanseeherkidneys

Alot of people just browse through xanga, not leaving comments.  So why are you flipping out about not getting them?Â

Well, I, for one have not been commenting, I’m sorry.  I’ll comment every post you have from now on.   :-p

I make you think of flowers, puppy dogs, and sex?  I can see the last one, but where to flowers and puppy dogs come in?  lol

Posted 7/26/2004 at 4:59 PM by whatthehellsgoingon

its called sarcasum….

Posted 7/26/2004 at 7:20 PM by MinaKaye


JULY 25th 2004


JULY 25th Hey Mom

Hey Mom,

Long time no hear from. How are things going? So much is going on here. I guess I can honestly say life has been a blurr. Too many things to worry about though. SteamBoat days was awesome. I got to see Trapt, Journey, B-52’s, etc in concert. B-52’s Ruled! I stopped working for the construction thingy. Didn’t think any of the work was worth it. I didn’t know what I was doing and on my part I don’t think they really did either. I felt more of an inconvienience than anything else. But now I’m working for my neighbor doing a Newspaper route. I’m not making much but hey, Its money. Biggest pain was that we broke down in the middle of nowhere yesterday. Blew a break line trying to stop because of passing deer. Money I can honestly say has been an inconvience lately. I saw dad being really stressed out the other day because the lady that we are renting from came for our payment and dad doesn’t have it. He had to make some hospital visits for like getting his tooth pulled because it was infected, and then he cut open his foot. He is so strong. Now she is saying that we have to get our roof redone. Where does she exspect us to get the money? So i’ve been trying to help dad out. I’m not much help though so it is sad. Everything feels like its going down hill in money aspects. I’m thinking about selling things on Ebay as a business kind of thing. So its just the matter of getting it started. I would be so nice to own a phone again.. Haha. But yeah, Dad seems really stressed, and I was wondering if you could offer him some encouragement. I think it would help. How is Deseree? Is she doing ok? I miss her. How about the whole Court issues? Anything new? John offered for me to come visit in South Carolina. The offer was hard to put down but when I put him down he hasn’t talked to me since so that was clear proof of what he was up too. I got a new Kittie. I named it Thibidoux. (Tib-a-doe). Its black with green eyes. Shes so cute. I also have another problem. The guy i’m seeing has the most EVIL mother. I hate her. But no matter how much I do, i’ve tried so hard to get her to like me. Yet she find me evil. She’s met my dad and likes him, yet I have no clue what makes her hate me. I went to youth group with my friend Brandy and it got brought up in convertation because of my outfit which was very cute, and she called me a lier. I don’t know what to do for this women. Shes just… Evil. And it is so hard to keep my anger from her. I’ve tried going to god about it, its just really really hard. Every time I see her she just gives me the evil eye. I have tried so hard to keep the thoughts of satan out of my head. It just hurts me to know that I might be stooping down to his level on this. I’ve done everything I can think of, i’ve prayed and talked to god about it. And still haven’t recieved an answer to this perdicament. So then someone showed me that I haven’t been in touch with you in awhile and I figured that was the answer. Perhaps you could help me out a bit.  But hey, I”m not too newsworthy right now. Just fill me in. Talk to Ya Later. Consider yourself Hugged and Kissed.
heres A picture for ya.

Love you effinity.
Kimberly Kaye

Posted 7/26/2004 at 12:7 PM


Saturday July 24, 2004



Saturday July 24, 2004
Saturday, July 24, 2004
aries horoscope

Attention to detail will suddenly pay off for you. The future looks a little more secure as pieces to a big puzzle are rapidly falling into place. It is not time to celebrate, just yet, so focus on the here and now.

Last Night I went to the Drake with Kirk. Brandy’s mom decided not to show. I saw the Gibbs Brothers there. *drools* We looked at the Car show. Saw some pretty pimped out rides. Went back to the Drake. Ordered a virgin Daquiri. Nik and his friends didn’t show. Figured Nik’s mom wouldn’t let him out of the house. Could only figure as much. Kirk bailed on me for like an hour and went to Titus and Brandy’s. So I talked to some guys that my dad went to school with. I guess it was entertaining getting to talk to musicans who know what the fuck they are talking about. Instead of these damn kids that think music means screaming into a damn mic and turning up the sound as high as it will go with distortion so it doesn’t really sound like anything. Its bullshit, but anyway. My dad kept sneaking me shots of sour Vodka that didn’t really taste bad so I was drinking those like water. So by the time Kirk got back I was pretty damn tipsy.
We left and Went on the route were I met his friend Eric, would was hitting on me. He was so a prep. It was still cheap entertainment on my part though. HAHA. God knows I love to flirt. Kirk was trying to talk me into actually hitting on him and going with him and shit and I got pretty pissed for the simple reason that he knows how much i’m inthralled with Nik. But kept coming back with the tease that he’s going to be gay in the end. So if he does, then I would have wasted my time. But I think he is worth it. I love him too much.
Then In the middle of BumFucked Egypt, A deer runs out in front of Kirks car causing him to slam the brakes and BLOW a breakline. We couldn’t go anywhere.  So we called the Hawkeye and told them we were broke down but they didn’t care they just wanted to make sure that someone was going to finish delivering the papers. Stupid Bitches. They were no help. So out of spite, I took two newspapers, went into a field and took a big dump on one and wiped my ass with the other. Perhaps that is just that revolting, disgusting, sadistic way to get revenge, but we found it funny none the less in our perdicament. Kirks family came and got us then took me out to breakfast which I was very thankful for. Came home, Slept, Dad woke me up at about 2 wanting to know if I wanted to go eat, so we went to the Asian Star (I love buffet) and I chowed down on shrimp and lobster and crab. How I love my shrimp….  Then he dropped me off at home. I went to visit Jake, we talked some things out which was cool, but his mom went bizzerk cause Joel got in a car wreck. Shes another mom that is a bitch. I HATE PEOPLES MOTHERS! But I got my hug and Kirk took me home. To find my dad not home.  I come to sit at my computer and there is a note that says:

To My Beautiful Girlfriend….
Sorry I couldn’t make it to the concert. I stopped by to tell you that I Love you. You aren’t here. Have Fun.
Love Ya Lots,

So I was like “Fuck” I should have been home. But it was good seeing Jake too. God I miss Nik. I’m gonna pronounce my love some more. Write him a letter. The words just seem to mean so much more then kisses. So, I’m gonna catch some shut eye before I got to go to work tonight. Later.

Posted 7/24/2004 at 10:37 PM



Friday July 23, 2004

Friday July 23, 2004
Friday, July 23, 2004
aries horoscope

Your Friday Horoscope, MinaKaye!
Partnership issues are suddenly important. Thoughts of your companion dominate in an energetic and complete manner. Look to focus on the one you want, as a window in the cosmos is giving you access to his or her heart.

I slept until four pm today, after getting off work with Kirk, where I slept the whole time mainly anyway. I’m about to head out to the Drake anytime soon here, to watch my dad’s band play. So i’m all pretty. Check me out.

I could do CoverGirl or some bullshit. Or pose as Evanescence. Cleavage Rules

Yeah Me!   I look Hot. For once.


And who know the rest of the words to that song anyway? Wait, I do. God how lame is that shit.  THe rest of the words are completely irreverant. You don’t need to know them, cause I feel pretty are the only cool words. lol… never mind … i’m rambling. Leave me comments DAMNIT.

PS: Someone take me to New York. or somewhere…..

Posted 7/23/2004 at 9:11 PM

Wow, you do look pretty, now I feel jealous but you’re all mine anyways!
Posted 7/23/2004 at 10:41 PM by MySweetestSorrow

for once.  pfaff, i say.  um, and it’s the sound of music so you’re not the only dork but i only really know that one line.



Posted 7/24/2004 at 3:7 AM by Ithinkyoucanseeherkidneys
you look really pretty in those pics.
Posted 7/26/2004 at 4:50 AM by HotPinkGymSocks