Tuesday September 14, 2010


I’m not doing okay. Everything I try to put my heart into goes to shit. I’m trying so hard and nothing seems to be going my way. I starting jogging for the first time yesterday. That was the hardest thing I’ve had to do in years. Doesn’t help Lindy was pushing me a bit too hard. My calves hurt like no other.
I ran into Kieth today at the Bank. He actually broke his fingers so apparently we aren’t playing this weekend like I had hoped. Which is a real bummer. So i’m pissed at Scott for not telling me because now I’m not getting paid for the gig and the schedule for the wedding at howard johnson has already been made and i’m not on the list. So yes. I am pissed.
Assuming has made an ass of myself once again. Bought pens for my new planner. They were blue. Not Black. One more pissed to add to the list.
Then after being so distracted I almost got into a car accident. Horns yelling at me and hurt cursing me. Hope that doesn’t make my luck much worse than it already is. I just have to remember to go running tonight. Maybe that will make things better.

Posted 9/14/2010 at 6:15 PM