So living in Florida has been ever so nice, that being back in Burlington makes me feel like I’m stuck in a Snow Globe. Recent Events with the Murder trail have left me feeling drained and wary. Then saddened that there are people who are buying into Tyler’s story. I’m not shocked by what he did. I was warned and saw it coming. The end result was at last I have found my closure and knew it could end one of two ways. Either Tyler would admit he did wrong and push for self-defense, or he’d prove himself to be a sociopath and, not that I guessed that he’d try to pin the damn murder on me, but I knew it would be something sad. Well, the cops were right, he’s a sociopath who picked me to use as a scapegoat. Closure at last…
In reality its ridiculous and how his lawyers can support him is sad, they are using my immunity to their advantage and it’s not right. Personally I would have loved to be in the room to see if I could catch the lies on his face, then again, I might not have been able to contain my composure.
I miss Andrew and I’m ready to go home now. Burlington is so negative and that’s not the kind of person I want to be, but it’s so difficult when you feel so completely surrounded.
I find it strange that I’m not mad at Tyler. In Fact, I think i’m more disappointed. I hoped so hard that everyone else was wrong and that he had a good soul. At least the show Dexter he’s a good guy. I guess I just wanted Tyler to be the good guy so badly I blinded myself from the truth that was right in front of me. He claimed to have protected me, but there were so many signs that gave him away. His anger, his demanding/callous nature, and the leash I felt attached to, the give – take – take -take. I had watched my mother be so gullible for years, with all the wrong men, that I swore I’d never get involved, but I guess I was fooled by a pro. Well, sadly for him, i’m back in reality, I’m aware of his harmful intentions and I wish for no part of him in my life any longer.
One truth holds true. He did make me incredibly aware. I will cherish everyday from here on out.