Monday November 22, 2004
| Monday, November 22, 2004 aries horoscope Your Monday Horoscope MinaKaye! Sunday, November 21, 2004 Saturday, November 20, 2004 MinaKaye! Cedar Rapids Friday, November 19, 2004 Your Friday Horoscope MinaKaye! Was supposed to hang out and get together with Sam, But that didn’t happen. Thursday, November 18, 2004 Your Thursday Horoscope MinaKaye! SCA meeting… BULLSHIT Break Up. Posted 11/22/2004 at 2:23 PM |
Monday, November 22, 2004
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Your Monday Horoscope MinaKaye!
What starts out as the simple flattery of a flirt later manifests as a material gain for you today. Someone with power and ambition will make a big deal out of your smallest successes. Enjoy the party in your honor.
Got home About 12:45 pm
left my dresses there.
Almost lost Kirk Vampire Bloodlines CD
Chilled With Rob, Kayla, And Ethan. (They Tripped On cough syrup)
Movie night with Rob.
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MinaKaye!
If you are not considering relocation, changing things around in your living environment is a must. This is the only way to combat feelings of stagnation. If you want to move, today is good for finding new digs.
Cedar Rapids
Clarion Hotel
Got dressed up.
Called Jacob and chilled with him.
Came back to hotel.
Got really drunk off of Absolute Vodka.
Sang Kareoke with 40 year old women.
People got thrown in the pool.
Went Swimming.
Ordered room service. CHARLIE!
Made friends with room service guy while really drunk..
His shift ended and he went home.
Got in the juzzi unil 3 am.
Some guy I didn’t even know tryed to feel me up. Eww…. Sad to think the guy works with the dad. Finally crashed… Next morning ate breakfast. YUM. HOt chocolate kicks ass. Stupid me left my dresses at the hotel.
Sing along to the tune of “I will survive”
…… At first I was afraid, I was petrified,
When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died!
But I’d spent so many years just waiting for a man that long,
That I grew strong, and I knew that I could take you on….
But there you are, another lie,
I was ready for a big mac and you’ve bought me a French fry!
I should have known that it was bullshit, just a sad pathetic dream,
Should have known there was no anaconda lurking in those jeans!
Go on now go, walk out the door,
Don’t you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4!
Weren’t you a brat to think I wouldn’t catch you out!?
Don’t you know we’ re only joking when we say size doesn’t count???!
(Chorus) I will survive! I will survive!
‘Cos as long as I have batteries, My sex life is gonna thrive!
I will always have good sex with a handful of latex!
I will survive! I will survive!. . .Hey! Hey!
[Verse II]
It took all my self control not to laugh out loud,
When I saw your little wiener standing tall and proud!
But to hell with all your egos and to hell with all your needs
Now I’m saving all my lovin’ for a cordless multispeed! (Chorus)
Posted 11/13/2004 at 2:59 PM
Jon Brockett: wait
MinaKaye: ??
Jon Brockett: are u seeing aome one or wat
Jon Brockett: spmeone
MinaKaye: why?
Jon Brockett: u know
Jon Brockett: since we been apart for this time
MinaKaye: why does it matter?
Jon Brockett: i want to know just tell me
Jon Brockett: it ok
Jon Brockett: really
MinaKaye: I’m always with someone… someone different on different days… just depends on whos around…
Jon Brockett: u know wat i mean
Jon Brockett: dont play dumb
Jon Brockett: ur not
Jon Brockett: so dont
MinaKaye: Ok, Plain, Honest, and Blunt.. I was with nik, but then that whole ordel with me with you fucked shit up and hes mad and im mad and we are fighting ,and I never see him so I dont know where we stand so, to my beliefs I don’t believe I am.. so no
MinaKaye: why
Jon Brockett: i was curious
Jon Brockett: had to know so if i were to get with someone it would’nt get you pissed
MinaKaye: why would I get pissed?
MinaKaye: Thats ur business..
Jon Brockett: i dunno
Jon Brockett: watever forget i daid anything
Jon Brockett: im going to bed see ya
MinaKaye: wtf.. HELLO NO
Jon Brockett: wat
MinaKaye: dont be short.
MinaKaye: elaborate…
MinaKaye: Plus I have some news to say before I go
Jon Brockett: theres nothing to it
Jon Brockett: just that if were to get back with an old gf that u wouldn try to kill het for one reason or another
Jon Brockett: her*
Jon Brockett: anyway wats ur news
MinaKaye: I don’t know if your band was really getting anywhere… But I was confronted with a band offer as of recently… so… yeah… I took them up on there offer….. OMG… you think I go around killing people and there girlfriends? dude… what do you think I am… Phyco?
Jon Brockett: no
Jon Brockett: i was being dumb
Jon Brockett: and thought we were something but i was wrongwe apparantly
MinaKaye: huh?
Jon Brockett: never mind
Jon Brockett: gusse it was a fling
MinaKaye: no.. i just didn’t understand what you typed
Jon Brockett: oh apparently we were not
MinaKaye: not what/
Jon Brockett: a thing
MinaKaye: *screams* I’m more confused!
Jon Brockett: forget it
Jon Brockett: wat ur news
Jon Brockett: well
MinaKaye: i already typed it… OH.. i get it… well.. we were on our, but was I supposed to fall madly in love with you right away? Theres a thing called dating so you can get to know each other.. and I dont mean dating like being claimed.. I mean spending time together, but then you dissappeared and didn’t know what to say…
MinaKaye: I didn’t know you very long you know…
Jon Brockett: yea
MinaKaye: yes, I know what your thinking… I have fucked up morals..
Jon Brockett: but u said news like special reaport type stuff
MinaKaye: yeah.. im in a band
MinaKaye: woot
Jon Brockett: oh thats cool
Jon Brockett: i dont think u hav fucked up morals
Jon Brockett: i just think i have differnt ones
MinaKaye: understandable…
Jon Brockett: ur one person and im a compleatly difernt one
Jon Brockett: different
MinaKaye: yeah.. thats a mouthful… but .. when ever you have time.. stop by…
Jon Brockett: or w/e
MinaKaye: g2g
Jon Brockett: i’ll try
MinaKaye: later
Jon Brockett: tootles
Posted 11/10/2004 at 12:58 AM
RAZOR BLADE – GRIDSTONE
1st verse
I’LL DRAW YOU A PICTURE
I’LL DRAW IT WITH A TWIST
I’LL DRAW IT WITH A RAZOR BLADE
I’LL DRAW IT ON MY WRIST
AND IF I DRAW IT CORRECTLY
A RED FOUNTAIN WILL APPEAR
TO WASH AWAY MY SORROW
TO WASH AWAY MY FEAR
chorus:
IT WAS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU.
LOOK AT WHAT YOU MADE ME DO.
2nd verse
BEAT ME WITH A STICK
RIP AWAY MY FACE
TAKE AWAY MY DIGINITY
TIE ME UP IN LACE
SUFFICATE MY SORROW
DROWN AWAY THE FEAR
LOCK ME INSIDE CLOSETS
BLOOD STREAMING DOWN AS TEARS
chorus:
IT WAS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU.
LOOK AT WHAT YOU MADE ME DO.
3rd verse
SCREAM THE HIGHEST PITCH
STAB ME IN THE BACK
SKIN ME FROM MY BONES
HANG ME FROM RACK
SUFFERING FROM PARANOIA
EVEN THOUGH I’M DEAD
“NO ONE EVER LOVED YOU.”
WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID.
chorus
IT WAS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU
LOOK AT WHAT YOU MADE ME DO
4th verse
I’LL DRAW YOU A PICTURE
I’LL DRAW IT WITH MY FATE
I’LL RIP OUT MY HEART
THEN PLACE IT ON A PLATE
WE’LL WATCH IT SLOWLY PUMPING
AS I FALL ONTO THE FLOOR
MY LIFE FLASHING BEFORE MY EYES
WALKING THROUGH HEAVENS DOOR
chorus:
IT WAS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU.
LOOK AT WHAT YOU MADE ME DO.
written by:
KIMBERLY MINA KAYE JAEGER
COPYWRIGHT: 2003
Posted 11/6/2004 at 7:25 PM
FIFTY-SEVEN SECONDS OF SLEEP
UPPER VASQULAR FLASK
LEAN AGAINST THE WALL
SITTING ON THE FLOOR
HIDING IN THE CORNER
STARING AT THE DOOR
I’M LITTLE LOLITA
HIS LITTLE FUCKING WHORE
WONDERING THIS TIME
WHAT HE’S GONNA DO
IS HE GONNA BEAT ME
OR TAKE MY BODY TOO
HE’S COMING NOW
THE MAN’S INSANE
HE’S GOT THE BELT
I CAN’T STAND THE PAIN
MY SCARS ARE MULTIPLE
WITH CALASES THICK
USING MY MOUTH
TO SUCK HIS SHIT
I’M SO WEAK
MY BODIES FRAIL
SOMEONE SLAUGHTER HIM
AS I TURN STALE
EVERY SCAR HE LEAVES
TAKES MORE OF MY SOUL
GETTING OUT THE NINETALES
NAKED ON A POLE
I FALL TO MY KNEES
HE PULLS ME BY MY HAIR
HE USES ME LIKE I’M NOTHING
AND DOESN’T EVEN CARE
THEN OVER ALL THE YEARS
ALL THE MEMORIES I KEEP
EVERY NIGHT I ONLY GET
FIFTY-SEVEN SECONDS OF SLEEP
written by:
KIMBERLY MINA KAYE JAEGER
copywright 2003
Posted 11/6/2004 at 7:15 PM
BLOODY LULLABY 5-15-03
SING, SING SWEET MOTHER,
TONIGHT IS YOUR LAST,
FOR THROUGH THE REST OF THIS NIGHT,
YOU SHALL NOT REST!
SCREAMS WILL INTERRUPT YOUR SONG,
AND ENTER TO YOUR MIND,
POLLUTING YOUR CLEAR SWEET VOICE,
YOU SING MY BLOODY LULLABY.
WITH YOUR VOICE, YOU YIELD DEATH,
UNINTENTIONALLY, YET TRUE,
RISING UP THE SPIRITS DEAD,
THAT FOREVER WILL PURSUE YOU.
HEED THIS PRECAUTIONARY WARNING,
LOOK TO THE STARS STAINED WITH BLOOD,
SOON YOU WILL MATCH THEM,
COLD AND DEAD IN THE MUD.
WHERE I FELL 6-28-03
FINALLY ALL OF MY FEARS ARE REAL,
THEY WERE ONCE CONSEALED,
BEHIND A WALL OF FACES,
FACES FROM SO MAN PLACES,
PLACES WHERE PAPER FLOWERS BLOOM,
THE PLACE WHERE I RECIEVED THIS WOUND,
I BLEED WORDS FROM MY BROKEN MIND,
SUPPRESSED BY YOUR BRIGHT WHITE LIGHT;
ONLY BY GOD’S HAND CAN I BE HEALED,
BUT THIS IS TOO UNREAL.
COULD I EVER BE REAL TO YOU,
OR IS MY PRESENCE FAKE, TOO?
DO YOU LOVE ME LIKE YOU SAID,
OR IS THAT LOVE FAKE AND DEAD,
ALL THIS IS JUST A DREAM,
BECAUSE NOTHING IS WHAT IT SEEMS,
WHEN I DIED IN YOUR ARMS,
DID YOU CRY AWAY LIQUID WARMTH,
BACK INTO MY COLD BODY,
AND WHACH WARMTH RETURN TO ME.
DID YOU MISS MY SAD SMILE,
OR THE WAY i LET YOU GO AWHILE,
I TRY TO LET YOU GO INSIDE,
BUT I JUST CAN’T SAY “GOODBYE”
ITS JUST TOO PAINFUL,
WHERE MY SOUL FELL FROM A BLACK HOLE,
IN A CRYSTAL FLOWER FROM HELL,
THAT IS WHERE I FELL.
A PROMISE TO A MIRROR 2003
IS EVERTHING A MIRROR’S SURFACE LIKE YOU SAID,
LOOK INTO IT AT THE WORLD OF THE DEAD,
IF YOU TRY TO RUN, YOU WILL SEE,
IT WILL DESTROY THAT WHICH IS ME,
IF YOU HIDE, i WILL FOLLOW STILL,
TRYING TO FIND WHAT GOES IN THIS SPACE THAT I CANNOT FILL,
MY BROKENMIND BLEEDS NEW WORDS,
EVERYONE CAN SEE IT’S SPLIT INTO THIRDS.
CAN YOU HEAL ME?
CAN YOU HEAL ME?
OR AM I TO FOREVER REMAIN,
ALWAYS ALONE, INEVITABLY INSANE.
LOCK ME AWAY IN YOUR MIRROR OF SILVER,
COLD AND ALONE, FROM THE ICE I QUIVER,
TRYING TO PRESS MY HANDS THROUGH YOUR GLASS,
LET ME FREE, PLEASE LET ME PASS.
jUST LET ME GO ONE MORE TIME,
AND I SWEAR SOMEDAY, I’LL FINISH THIS RHYME.
MY ANGEL 2003
YOU ARE NOT ALONE ANYMORE,
THE WORDS I SPEAK CAN SET YOU FREE,
YOU DO NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO FEAR ANYMORE,
NOW YOU CAN BE WHAT YOU NEED TO BE.
CAN YOU HELP ME?
REPAY ME FOR HEALING YOU?
ALL I ASK,
IS THAT YOU GIVE ME A LOVE THAT’S TRUE.
I’M SORRY, BUT THIS IS THE END,
PLEASE DON’T CRY,
I’M YOUR DEMON,
I CANNOT DIE.
YOU’RE AN ANGEL,
DO NOT LOVE ME, A DEMON,
JUST GO BACK TO HEAVEN,
DON’T LET YOUR GOOD BECOME UNDONE.
FLY FREE MY ANGEL…
O LUCIFER 2003
GOD FORBID THE SUN TO RISE,
MOON TO FALL,
lOVE TO FAIL,
OR THAT GOD WILL FAIL ALL.
CAST AWAY THE FERRAL ANGELS,
RUN FROM THE THREE FATES
NEVER RETURN HERE,
WHERE AN UNMELODIC LOVE SONG PLAYS.
O LUCIFER BE GENTILE,
ON OLD JEHOVA’S WINGS,
FOR THERE ARE MORE IMPORTANT GOALS,
MORE PAIN THAN THINGS.
O LUCIFER I SACRIFICE,
WHATEVER YOU WANT,
JUST LET HIM GO TO HEAVEN,
JEHOVA, DON’T LET HIM BE SHUNNED.
ANY MOMENT NOW 7-16-03
ANY MOMENT NOW, MY SOUL WILL TAKE FLIGHT,
SHE’LL LEAVE MY BODY BEHIND,
ABANDONING THE BATTLE
YET SHE WON FIGHT.
ANY MOMENT NOW, MY SOUL WILL ESCAPE,
SHE’LL RUN FROM PAIN,
BE FREE FROM ANGER AND RAGE,
YET ALL OF THIS HAS BENT HER OUT OF SHAPE.
ANY MOMENT NOW.
I AWAIT HER DEPARTURE,
EMBRACING NEW DARKS,
UNAFRAID AND FEARLESS AS SHE’LL ALLOW.
COME TO ME FREEDOM,
GIVE ME WINGS TO FLY,
HIDE ME IN A CRYSTAL FOREST,
INSIDE A SILVER KINGDOM.
COME TO ME FREEWILL,
GIVE ME RIGHT TO CHOOSE,
FROM BECOMING A MOUSE,
OR AN EAGLE, MORE GRACEFUL STILL.
COME TO ME FAITH,
GIVE ME STRENGTH TO BELIEVE,
EVEN THOUGH I CAN’T SEE HIM,
DOES HE MAKE ME SAFE?
ANY MOMENT NOW.
ASLEEP
ASLEEP INSIDE MY SHELL,
LOST WITHIN MYSELF,
I CAN’T STOP THE PAIN,
I’M SO CRAZY AND INSANE,
I NEED MY MOTHER TO WAKE UP
AND GIVE ME REAL LOVE,
CAST AWAY THE ANGELS TO HATE,
AND MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I’M SANE.
SANE AS IN THE OCEANS BEAT,
I’M TWISTED IN A FLOCK OF SHEEP.
THIS IS AWAY FROM ME,
PLEASE DON’T HURT ME AGAIN MOMMY.
SHE 6-28-03
THIS IS WHERE SHE FELL FROM GRACE,
CATCHING CLOUDS, MADE OF LACE,
SUPPOSING SHE SHOULD CRY OUT,
FINDING SHE HAD NO VOICE WITH WHICH TO SHOUT,
HER COLD AND FRAIL BODY HIT THE GROUND,
TOO TINY TO MAKE SOUND,
LIGHTNING RACED THROUGH MOONBEAM EYES,
HIDING ANGELS UNDER DEVILISH DISQUISE,
SHE CRIED A VOICELESS CRY FOR HELP,
BUT NOBODY ANSWERED HER SILENT YELL,
IS SHE STILL ALIVE ON EARTH,
OR HAS SHE MOVED ON TO A NEW PILE
OF HEARTLESS DIRT?
DOES SHE STILL BREATHE THE TOXIC AIR?
OR HAS SHE LEFT US TO HAVE IT ALL TO SHARE?
DOES SHE STILL LOVE,
OR DID SHE FALL AGAIN FROM ABOVE?
IS SHE ALIVE?
Posted 11/5/2004 at 8:50 PM
| Tuesday, November 2, 2004 aries horoscope Your Tuesday Horoscope, MinaKaye! From :DAVID BAUER <ebda1@msn.com> THANX, From : DAVID BAUER <ebda1@msn.com> THIS IS J.R., I WAS WONDERING IF MY GUITARS AND MYSELF COULD COME OVER AND TALK WITH YOU TONIGHT. Posted 11/4/2004 at 12:19 AM |
Little Miss Mina Kaye 